Blog Tour and Review: The Resurrection of Aubrey Miller, by L.B. Simmons

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Synopsis

Death.

For some, it’s simply one of life’s certainties, nothing more. For others, it’s merely a fleeting thought, one often overshadowed by the reckless delusion that they have been blessed with the gift of immortality.

For Aubrey Miller, death is the definition of her very existence. Overcome with the guilt resulting from the loss of her beloved family, she alters her appearance from the once beautiful, blonde-haired, blue-eyed little girl to that of one shrouded in complete darkness, enveloping herself in her own unbreakable fortress of solitude as a form of protection for others.

As she enters her first year of college, her goal is simple: Earn a degree with the least amount of social interaction as possible. What she never anticipates is the formation of very unlikely relationships with two people who will change her life in ways she never believed possible: Quinn Matthews, the boisterous former pageant queen, and Kaeleb McMadden, a childhood friend from her past who never really let her go.

Over the years, as their connections intertwine and grow, a seemingly indestructible bond is formed between the three…

But when death painfully reemerges, Aubrey is lost once again, burying herself deeper than ever before inside the familiar fortification of her fears.

Will the refuge of friendship, the solidarity of life-long bonds, and the power of unconditional love be enough to do the impossible?

Will they be enough to finally bring about…

The Resurrection of Aubrey Miller?

Excerpt

“Thank you so much, Quinn. This day has been…unbelievable. And I owe it all to you. You have no idea.” My voice trembles a bit with the admission, because she really has no idea what she’s done for me today.

I feel normal.

A normal girl, about to have a normal birthday celebration with her friends, in a normal (albeit spectacular) dress, with normal hair and make-up.

The only thing that’s missing is a pair of normal shoes.

“Shoes! I need shoes!” I exclaim.

“No, you don’t.” Quinn giggles and reaches for the knob of my bedroom door.

“What? Why wouldn’t I need shoes?”

That makes no sense.

She’s drunker than I thought.

That’s it, I’m officially hiding the champagne.

“You’ll see,” she says just as there’s a knock at the front door.

She winks. “Trust me. Just, stay in here. Don’t come out until someone comes to get you.”

After Quinn quietly shuts the door behind her, I remain seated. As the sounds of Kaeleb’s murmur filters into my room, a nervous excitement flitters through my belly and spreads into my chest. My joy takes flight and I breathe in deeply, contentment pumping enthusiastically with each thrumming heartbeat.

Damn, it feels good to be alive.

I don’t have to wait for long. After a very loud squeal from Quinn in the other room, there’s a knock at my door. My pulse kicks up and I rise from the bed, smoothing out my dress. With a glance in the mirror, I pluck a couple of sections of my new hair with my fingers and set them back into place. “Come in,” I remark, turning in the direction of the door.

The handle turns and as Kaeleb pokes his head around the corner, his eyes find mine. His eyebrows rise as his mouth falls slightly open, and he breaks my gaze as his focus shifts to take in my hair, my exposed neck and the line of my dress. He holds his stare briefly at the crystalline sash lining my waist, and then slowly drifts down to my smoothly-shaven legs and perfectly painted toenails. The left side of his mouth quirks up as he clears his throat, frozen in place. He tears his scrutiny away from my feet to fully step into the room, then turns away from me to shut the door.

I take advantage of the 1.5 seconds his back is turned, and survey him from head to toe. His light-blue button-up is folded to his elbows, displaying the prominence of the flexed muscles along his forearms. As he places both palms on the door and leans into them, his shirt rides up enough for me to see the designs on the back pockets of his dark jeans. They hug his ass perfectly, and for the first time in my life, I want to slide my hands right into those pockets just to feel the hardness of his toned body.

My fingers itch with the need to touch him, but I maintain control while Kaeleb braces against the door, inhaling and exhaling deeply. He stays planted there for a few more seconds until I suddenly begin to feel self-conscious. I run my hands over my hair and dress to make sure everything is as it should be.

Just as I start to ask him if he’s all right, he whips around with a full smile on his face. A few long strides later, and he’s standing right in front of me. Raising both hands, he traces the tips of his fingers along the sides of my cheeks, leaving a scorching trail as they run down my neck and thread themselves into the hair at my nape. With his thumbs underneath my chin, he tilts my head back and looks me directly in the eyes.

“You look amazing, Sunshine. Truly breathtaking.” His head dips slightly and he runs his lips tentatively along mine, the movement so sensual I can’t keep my hands off of him any longer. Fisting his shirt in my hands, I pull him into me and press my mouth hard against his, the need to taste him overriding my caution. A whimper rises in my throat and escapes into his mouth as his tongue slides in between my lips, slowly and deliberately, taking his time to stroke and caress mine. His hold tightens as his fingers curl deeper into my hair, the tinge of pain sending shockwaves of pleasure coursing through my body until they land right in between my legs, the throbbing sensation growing with each strike.

After another gentle sweep of his tongue, he lessens the kiss and pulls back slightly. His lips brush against mine before they slide over to the corner of my mouth, up along my cheek, and then rest them against my ear as he breathes, “Happy birthday. The dress is phenomenal.”

Review
5 out of 5 stars

It’s been a week since I read The Resurrection of Aubrey Miller and I’m finally forcing myself to sit down and actually write the review.  To be honest it’s taken me so long to get to it because I’m intimated about what I should say, how I should convey the greatness of this story, the perfection of L.B. Simmon’s writing in a way where readers of this review will immediately want to one-click the book.  The Resurrection of Aubrey Miller is a story not easily forgotten, it's one of those you’ll be thinking about days after the last page has been turned.  It's definitely one of my top books of 2014!

As the story first begins Aubrey, or as she now likes to be called Raven, is on her way to college, nervous of the unknown yet excited for the experience and everything seems almost normal, except the more you read the more you realize Aubrey isn’t your typical college-bound freshman.  In addition to taking on a new identity she has also altered her appearance with multiple piercings, dyed hair, make-up and even crazy contact lenses all in an effort to protect herself and drive others from getting to close.  You see, when Aubrey was younger she was a beautiful, blond hair little girl who was happy and full of life, but then she lost everyone…her sister, mother,father and eventually herself.  It was just too much death, too much self-destructive and unnecessary blame to herself.  Young Aubrey began to believe she was cursed and in order to stop death coming to those she loved, to cope, to keep death from tearing her apart again she became Raven.  Aubrey died and in her place Raven was born.  Since becoming Raven she hasn't allowed anyone to get close and unfortunately she's missed out on so much of her own life.

So, what happens when Aubrey meets her roommate and is forced to live each day with someone who's appearance is her polar opposite?  A roommate who isn't deterred by her looks, who wants to know her, to be friends?  Can she continue on as Raven or will pieces of Aubrey break through her fortress?  Is it even possible to do college much less life alone?  This book answers all these questions and so many more.  I'm telling you…this story is deep, dark yet incredibly beautiful.  

Upon first introduction I immediately fell in love with Raven's character.  She may be sad, hurting, depressed, lonely and only going through the motions of life, but whether she realizes it or not she is also just looking for a purpose to live, for some sort of understanding and honestly she has a great sense of humor.  She's funny and endearing and I couldn't help but be drawn to her.

Then I met Quinn, the roommate.  The girl who undoubtedly knows better than to judge a book by its cover.  Raven see's her happy, exuberant exterior and although she wants to keep her at an arm's distance there is just something about her she cannot resist.  I truly loved watching the interaction of these two, from those awkward first impressions to the moments that truly cemented their friendship.  L.B. Simmons did a perfect job capturing the essence and importance of the roommate/best friend relationship of the college years.  Quinn's character was full of depth and I would love to see a story devoted to her character.

Kaleb, the lost childhood best friend turned romantic interest could not have been written more perfectly.  Kaleb knows Raven's secrets, he has the power to break her and his reappearance in her life is just one of the many catalysts responsible for the resurrection of Aubrey.  How could you not fall in love with his character.  He is such a gentleman always encouraging both Quinn and Raven, supporting, caring for them, just being an all around great friend.  He knows when to push and when to step back.  He is selfless, determined and pretty much perfect!

The secondary characters in this book are huge, so important to the story that I'm not sure they can even be classified as secondary.  The Resurrection of Aubrey Miller didn't happen overnight, it wasn't easy, and it wasn't just due to one person's influence on her life.

This isn't your typical love story, in fact the love story is secondary to Raven's journey, it's more!  So much more!  It's heart-breaking and gut-wrenching yet incredibly inspirational.  The pace is perfect, Aubrey's resurrection certainly didn't happen overnight, and neither does the story.  It takes you through all the monumental moments of Aubrey's college career, all the high moments and every single one of the devastating lows.  I laughed, I cried, I truly enjoyed seeing the whole picture and when I got to the end of the epilogue my first thought was what an incredible way to tell the story, to bring it full circle, it was a brilliant idea and it showcased L.B. Simmons incredible story-telling ability.  Do not pass this book up, while it deals with some pretty dark issues it's written with wit, humor, a sense of light and I love how the story was brought to full closure at the end.  Buy this story, read this story, absolutely do not pass it up!

About Author L.B. Simmons  
 

L.B. Simmons is a graduate of Texas A&M University and holds a degree in Biomedical Science. She has been a practicing Chemist for the last 11 years. She lives with her husband and three daughters in Texas and writes every chance she gets.

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